The Man Falls ....

We look upto somebody at some point or other and for some length of tme or other. We sometime don,t want to admit that. we watch knowingly or other and see what others are doing and we are reading books and magazines. it is aif we are looking for something ij somebody ot something and and seem to see or feel it outside. We make quotes from some people we think knew more than us, some people that were apparently more successful than us or some others. We put pemimi o thosse that read alot or wer scjholars. People that have elevated positions we think are authoirtiews on something or other. the person who writes abook is immediately an authority on everything on the subject or almost everything else.

The one that quotes the most and follows somebody is the most advanced in some sense  it appears. the one who has read the most boks is the wisest someehow.

It appears that it is OK to question most things but there are limits to it. This limit appears to vary form person to person. there comes a realm of belief beyond which most people laydown the questioning and enter the realm of og silence or some awe and non questioning or aquiescing. ther seems to be some fear.

Ther appears to be the some supreme personaality that is ther somehow and is directing everything. All have the smae way of operating and asking. All are asking form the same personality or what appears to be the same personality and think it respnds to them more than to others. Indeed that appears to be the main problem.

ther appears to be constantt rediscoery and without knowing it. things are constantl;y presented as if they werr never found or sais before. Ther appearas to be ways to write and say that are supposedlymore creative and potent just because they use more remote and les frequently used words. Content is confused with presentation